Sunday, December 14, 2008

Does that means OVER?

I don't know what to do!
Does that means everything is
ENDED or OVER?
Me and Him?
I have been losing my way to Him.


Why?

Why he came that late?

Why everything is mixing up with him?

I don't understand!
Why me? And why him?


Every time when I think about him,
it makes me feel lonely.

Every time when I come close to him,

it always make me want to tell him my true felling.
Every time when I see him,
it usually make me want to forgive him.

Every time when I talk to him,

it just make me want to know more about him.


I wait day after day,

just wishing for one day that he is going to notice me
and tell me he has a same feeling as I do.

I wait as long as I can,

just wondering for him to tell me

but he says nothing to me every time.

I wait to hear

just one word from him

however I know it never comes true.

What can I do?

What should I do?

What do I did wrong that I need to receive this kind of punishment?

I can't explain!

What must I do?


He never tell.
He never know.

He never wish.

He never come.

He never give.

And now is time for me to give-up.

I had wait for a long time

but I ever have anything back.

It is time for me to set free myself.

I had stay there long enough for him to say everything

but I ever have any chance from him.

That's the time for me to leave.

I had the most difficult time just to come up with one decision

but I still want to hear

only one word

and nevertheless...


Does that means OVER?

Does that means THE END?
Does that means NOTHING HAD HAPPEN?

I don't want to believe that.

Just because I do feel the real LIKE between two of us.

Does that means HE HAD NEVER, EVER LIKE ME BEFORE?


God, come to me.
God, let go of me.
God, bless me.

God, carry me.

God, forgive me.
God, please don't leave me.

But do GOD really appear here?

Then where is GOD?

I can't see him,
but if you do
please tell him about me...

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